Thursday, October 1, 2009

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Hello Kitties ,

Today was boring, and i was in pain all day, pain sucks ...
but its always a good excuse to lay down in bed all day and watch love movies : )
But anyways , right now at 9:O5 pm on the dot ! im bored watchin the notebook
so im going to blog . because thats why i signed up for this lol !

My Story <3


Im Alexis Louise Williams , lets just say you may find another girl who listens to tupac shakur , Watches Harry Potter faithfully , Loves the color pink , and loves to laugh more then cry. BUT . . i like to read when im stressed , reading has always been a break from reality for me , when i read i can get lost inside of the book , i love love love reading . . i hate when i dont have anything to read. Another thing is i don't throw the word LOVE around like most young ladies do , and when i do love someone i love them forever , I dont care what we've been through and if your feelings towards me changed . . i believe that when you love someone the feeling doesnt go away, they will FOREVER have a place in my heart because the time that they spent in my life helped mold me into the person that i am at this very moment. I DO believe in ( TRUE LOVE ] , i have never experienced it , but i also dont plan to experience it untill im READY to , which means i know that im young and we`re not perfect, and thats why its easy for me to forgive ( never forget though , thats where you end up making the same mistakes ] . Another thing is that i find beauty in every single man on this earth *that has a good heart* , ( lol corny huh? ] but never in my life will i blame every male for another males mistakes, every man is diffrent in his own way and i absolutley love boys ! . One thing i do NOT like is when i meet a BOY ( emphasis on the word BOY ] and they want to rush into things with me , i HATE that . its uncomfortable and annoying , i LOVEE meeting a MAN (emphasis on the word MAN ] who i can be perfectly comfortable around , joke with , and be friends with . I`m single because i`d rather have a strong friendship with someone before i try to rush into building a strong relationship , Trust comes from friendship . . i always told my self i wanted a fulltime friend and a part time lover .

OK! and one thing i do hate is the word "ugly" omfg. i really do hate that damn word , and so many people use it , lol . . i use the word YES , but it comes out of anger and i really do regret saying it in the long run . . if there is any word that could be worse then HATE is ugly . . for one , i am a christian and i do BELIEVE that every human being was created from God , and that is an insult to my God , ( got a problem with my religion ? . THATS GOOD. bak to my thoughts ] . .
And another reason why i hate that word is because BEAUTY is in the eye of the beholder . so WHO ARE WE to call someone else UGLY ? -_- i really do hate that word . i wish it didnt even exist . . . lol NO i have never been called ugly ( at least not to my face ] but i was always tought that everyone is unique and beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder . so dont use that word around me , it really pisses me off , like if anything the word is childish , hatefull and it makes me loose madd respect points for you . . THINK ABOUT IT . .


Other random Stuff .

I would never ask another man for anything i couldnt get for my self .
I love when guys let me cuddle with them and read to em <3 ( lol ]
If you make me cry EVEN ONCE *intentionally* , everything is deaded
( due to the fact that it takes ALOT to make me cry ] . . lol .
I like to Color pictures while listening to classical music !!!
I keep alot of things to my self , . . ( smartest thing i could ever do ]
I get over things VERY fast and forgive people easily .
I lovee when people have greata sence of humor . .

I live life for today , because yesterday is OVER and tomorrow may never come <3

i suck at ending things lol ; so yeah , idk . thats just how i live my life up there *
Dont judge me . . really, being judgemental is IGNORANT . so yeah
on that note . . have a blessed night ! Closed* (9:59 pm]

Signed ,



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