Hello Kitties ,

I haven`t updated in a while ! i missed my widdle blog .

Well . i haven`t been up to much lately .

just chillin at home gettin ma mind bak on track . .

but anywayz . its HALLOWEEN ! *BOO*

`But A N Y WA Y S - -

LOL ! last night i had one of ma TUPAC MOMENTS * ( Tupac Resurrection was on VH1 ] , but yeah. . whenever that man is speaking that is one of the ONLY times that ma mind is completely focused on ONE thing * . . call me crazy , but thats just how i am . ever since i could remember i always would stop whatever i`m doing when i would see or hear tupac , lmfao i seriously think that God created me especially for Tupac i swear i have some kinda weird soul connection wif that individual ! because i KNOW for a fact that no matter how much time passes ima keep his music alive . . . ma kids are guna be little tupac guru`s like me . HONESTLY * like my love for tuapc goes far beyond his music , he speaks through his actions . . his poems are deep . . i mean shxt . . tupac just dont go out rappin about killin niggas , robbin , fuckin girls . callin females bitches . . . his music went way beyond that , he felt the need to show people why niggas do what they do , he opend the eyes of people who stereotype thugs . . like just because you been to jail , and you been jumped 4 times and you steal money from ya moms dont make you a thug . . . bein a thug means you a diamond in the rough and you makin a livin the only way you can . . . Wonder why i HATE hiphop so much today ?!?! because these niggas in the game today dont got the GUTS to look into things the way tupac did . . . for example . . ( lets use the epic gucci mane ] . . yall say hes that nigga right ?!?!

Gucci mane ; " grandma drunk it Then taste it ; now grandma sipping syrup ; Leaning wasted ;walking 'round fuck up ; Twisting her finga "

Tupac ; " imagine life as a convict that's getten' old plus with tha drama we're lookin out for your babies mama

taken risks, while keepin' cheap tricks from gettin on her... life in tha hood...is all good for nobody "

Okay . . idk bout yall . . but from reading that which artist looks like they put time into every word !?! . . "grandma sipping syrup" wtf is that ? like comeon on yall , i cudda came up wit that sorry ass shxt . . i honestly hate hiphop now because of that kidna shxt , i have yet to hear a song that sounds like someone took some time , sat down thought about what would touch otha peoples heart and make em think . . ratha then a song a nigga came up with while he was in the club crankin that soulja boy . . get the fck outta hea , but everyone now days wana hear somthin that they can dance too . . =| DUH MOTHAFUCKAS THATS WHY WE HAVE POP MUSIC . . . like ?!?! i dont get it lmfao . . smh i wud be ashamed to be a sorry ass nigga in the game swearin up and down that they do what they do the right way , . .NOOOOOOOOOOO ! .. i aint gon lie tho , its some talented ppl out thea thats unknown right now and i pray that yall young men make it && we have a resurrection of hiphop . . .

The reason why i love tupac so much is because every single last one of his songs touched my heart in a different way no matter wat . . what he does comes to him Naturally , tupac had a God given talent and he didn`t let it go to waste . In his little bit of time he spent on this earth he did what God put him here for , and hes still doin it for some ppl . . I dont think everyone is born to be a rapper . . .you cant jus become a rapper over night , PEOPLE are BORN with talent , you cant jus wake up and be like "IMA BE A RAPPER" no nigga , be a lawyer , im not sayin its bad to dream . . but when reality hits ya ass its guna hurt . . .and we feedin these niggas today in the game some sorry ass lies . . they aint shit . .

Signed ,

1O.17.O9

Hello Kitties ,

wOO ;* its gettin soo cold outsidee !!!
its post to snow tomorrow omg !
lmao i cant wait ! i love the winter *
its great but im too exicited ;
im already ready for christmas
and halloween hasnt even hit yet * but fuckit .

Speaking of ` C H R I S T M A S *

Im saving up OODLES of money !!! i plan on getting everyone i kno atleast a simple christmas card. . && this year i`m spending christmas break with my neices! i havent seen them && actually spent time with them in a LONG TIME * && those are my girls ! i love them ! they`re gettin so big ! Aleria is 9 yrs old , Alashia is 8 , Chaz is bout to be 5 at the end of this month , Shawnice is gonna be 4 in janurary . . and ma brother has a daughter named Lonne ( lon - nay ] && i havent met her yet , and im exicited to see her this year * i havent seen my big brother in SOOO long . ! so i plan on spoiling my neices and nephew this year ! thats guna be special to me! i havent seen them in soo long ! they`re gettin so big ! [: but yeah ! that got me real exicited for this years christmas ! i`m really looking forward to it !

NOW * =D . . . as for what I want this year for xmas !

i already know what i want from everyone who`s planning to get me something this year , its simple && you wont have to worry about what to get me , lol im asking EVERYONE for a Victoria's secret gift card this year , idc if it has only 1O dollas on it , but i really only want stuffs from there this year , LOL * . . ma big bro was all like "YOU DONT NEED SEXI PANTIES" lmfaooo , whats wif dudes always thinkin that vicky secrets sell ONLY lingere ?! lmfaoo * do they not know that theres SPRAYS? Makeup? clothing ? shoes ? . . . i mean lmfao victorias secret made a come up since the 8O's theres deff more things to buy in there but panties ! lmfao but hey u can never have too much bras && panties ! so yeah , everyone im asking for ANYTHING from victorias secret OR a simple gift card ! [: i cant help it , ma addiction gets worse with everyday that passes by. but idgaf im lexi && thats how my sugar cookie wanted to crumble * !

Lookie ma fuzzy socks i gott :) *

my dad is obsessed wif hardwood floor housing , every house we ever had we had hard wood floors so in the winteer the floor is ALWAYS cold , so we always gotta have slippers ! but slippers can be a pain in the ass . so I GOT THESE CUTE FUZZY SOCKS !!!! [: i loveee em !

but yeah * i wana get a little fake white christmas to put in ma bedroom *&& decorate it with pink xmas lights && christmas ornaments ! lmfao && get lots of christmas candles && burn christmas CD's All for After thanxgiving till new years * . . sorry christmas is my favorite time of year i really get into the spirit [: .

But yeah kittins , thats everything ! im really exicited for christmas this year ! remember !!!!!!! VICTORIAS SECRET
signed,